Friday, October 30, 2009

It happens in love (My Friend's love story)

8th September’09, Mumbai

Today my life is completely a mess. I met with an accident on road while I was returning home after a tiring day and an unpleasant breakup with my girlfriend. I don’t understand why God created girls. If at all He made a mistake of creating them, why did he invent this stupidity called “LOVE”?

I saw her for the first time in a party on 31st December 2007. She looked great in her black evening gown. Her blonde straight hair we falling on her face and she moved them with her thin and beautiful fingers. She was a friend’s friend. I was taking to her for about an hour or so and the only thing in my mind was “is she single? How can such a wonderful creation on earth be alone?” But to my surprise she was. After that we started interacting and meeting each other regularly. Finally on 8th February 2008 we became committed to each other. Finally our love story began and slowly it started getting deeper and deeper.

Initially we were so compatible and frank with each other, we discussed about our past experiences and our friends and any topic beneath the sky. We always had different opinions but a deep understanding too. But time always does not remain the same.

I got engaged in my job and career. She was busy too with her masters. We both had different paths of life at present but were happy being away and eager to be together. We both made some new friends in these different paths but suddenly her friendship with his dear friend started growing deep. She told me about all the things and the moment they spent together but some where i was feeling a bit insecure. It was obvious that she will stay with him for a long time as we were not together and he was the only reliable person with her. But my insecurity began to grow and i started treating her badly. She was silent and tolerated all but everything has some limits.

Today we talked after almost five months. I can see the same love in her eyes but not for me anymore. Well it’s not for his best friend too. This love is for her career which she feels that it will vanish if at all she continues with me. I tried to explain her, i tried my level best but the relation is no more.

I engulfed myself into the world of sadness and unconsciousness. I drank until I forget her, but it seemed impossible. My life starts with her but what about its end? Well i can’t answer that but the important thing is my present, which is empty without her being there with me.

My Weirdest Dream

I think there are very few things common among all the batches of Aicar(my college,where m doing PGDM) and one of it has to be “Sheela”. She is the one and only spirit present on our campus.
The day i entered the campus, i heard a lots of hearsays about her. Different people had different stories to tell. Moreover, the room no. 47 was termed as her adda. But no one had ever confronted her. Suddenly one day there was a rumour that Abhishek [one of my batch mate] had experienced her presence. It was hard to believe that an audacious person like him was actually afraid. This incident really scared me like anything.
The whole year past by then but i had never felt her presence in the campus. Finally i did, it was 14th Sep 2009, at morning around 8:00 am when i was sleeping and suddenly i heard a sound of my coffee mug [which was kept on the table at a safe distance from its verge] falling down. I woke up and was shocked to see it into small pieces. I wondered how it can break into so many pieces just falling from about 2 feet. As i was pondering over it, my cute little teddy [my teddy bear] started flying around in the whole room. Seeing this Cathy [my pink candy doll] also approached me flying, as if it wanted to hit me. Suddenly all the thing around including my books, the clothes kept on the chair, a few utensils, my food items and even my pillow were just hovering over and around me.
I was shaking from head to toe. Didn’t know what to do, I just tried to run out of the room..... But it was locked and my keys [which were hanging on the cupboard key hole] also started flying. I can hear an acquainted person laughing loudly. I was too scared to recognise it. I tried to shout but was unable to. My voice was choked. I was thirsty but there was no water around.
Suddenly i was feeling suffocated. I was unable to breathe properly, Still i was trying to bang on the door. But all my efforts ended up in vain.... i was nearing death when suddenly my watery eyes saw something shining.
A bright yellow halo appeared; like the one we used to find behind lord Rama or Lord Krishna in the mythology [i wondered why it was yellow] and my roomies (Anshula’s )face appeared. She was the one who was laughing loudly and was still. Somehow i managed to ask her why she was doing so. We are such a good friends???
At this she replied........ All this was because i didn’t keep my room clean [well i cleaned it it just a couple of days back, before the incident and made her help me too]
Now all of sudden she was shouting my name on top of her voice. She was saying “Krishna”.........’Krishna.............. You don’t want to attend the class, it is already 9:00......you’ll get late............ wake up’.
Actually I was dreaming. I opened my eyes and saw her face........but it was not as haunting as the one in my dream’ i smiled and slept again............ missing my lecture. Really it was a weirdest dream i ever saw in my life time.